Why I hate new years.........

Its 1st January,the first day of 2008 and the world is busy celebrating as if there is no tomorrow.I never understood why people celebrate like this.I just cant understand people going and crowding every park,temple,club,shopping mall and pretend that they are having a great time.Most do it without any reason,they just do it because others do it.

I hate the feeling of saying goodbye....for me 2007 has been a year of goodbyes and 2008 will be more so.Saying goodbye to family,goodbye to old friends(Samarendra n Silu),good bye to cousin's who were much more than brothers...Saswat(Situ bhai),Somu and many more.I dont want to celebrate a year which will draw me further away from my roots,from my home town - Cuttack,my old man (my grand father) and all those whom I care for.I don't want to celebrate the loss of innocence,the end of dreams - dreams that I can never ever see again,parting away with people - people whom I will never be able to meet again.

As I move forward to make a career and chase my dreams , I am feeling so very lonely in this journey....I wish time could just stop and I can turn back the clock and get back all that I have lost to time.

And for all those who are reading this ,did I say "Happy New Year".

This post is dedicated to Saswat.I just had a great time with you.....Thank you for everything.