Remembering Steve Jobs

Dear Steve,

First of all let me pray for your soul and may your soul rest in peace.I am 26 & have never owned an Apple product in my life.But your impact and vision goes far beyond the products that you have envisaged & help design at Apple.What I found was most compelling in you was that fact that you saw a future most of us hadn't even thought of & had the courage & conviction to work towards it & achieve it.

For me, you were not just a technology entrepreneur but also a visionary who had the courage and the conviction to follow his gut and in the process change technology and our lives - forever.

Thanking you for doing what you did and only you could do what you did.

My deepest condolences.

May you soul rest in peace. :(

I am also adding a Link to on my all time favourite Ad by Apple for its Think Different campaign titled "Here is to the Crazy Ones" as I realize that you were crazy enough to have the audacity and had the sheer conviction to change our lives for ever.

Plz click on the links below :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oAB83Z1ydE

Apple's Home Page after the day Steve Jobs died fighting pancreatic cancer :

http://www.apple.com/

Wired Magazine's Home Page on www.wired.com paying its tribute the original maverick who knew he could change the world :

http://www.wired.com/

Popular technology Website CNET's Home Page on 5th October,2011 :

http://www.cnet.com/

I am tired...

At this very moment, all I can say is I am tired.And it's not just physical fatigue,it's mental fatigue  as well.


I feel I am tired of the way things are going on in my life - a life which I choose to live but so many external factors and circumstances are entwined in each and every decision that I have to take. I am tired of trying to prove myself to this world and to myself that I can be something.I am tired of not being loved, of not being able to love the one whom I so desperately want to and not being able to get the same affection in return.


I am tired of comparisons, that people draw between me and others. I am tired of living up to the expectations of my parents, my family, my friends, my office and the whole world.I am tired of deadlines and plans, tired of reports and reviews and evaluations and calculations.I am tired of all the meetings and discussions that I get involved in every day when I don't have slightest clue as to where they are gonna take me to.


Frankly, I am all too tired of life and too tired of being a failure.This fatigue within is killing me.I pray God that He either gives me enough strength to live through this phase with with hope and determination, else give me enough courage to finish all this melodrama and end this bloody life.


For I am too tired of not being able to be myself.

Thinking about her....

I have been thinking about her for quiet a while,
And her name is enough to bring about a smile.


We have been friends since I was in school,
And I think she is really cool.


There is no doubt that I enjoy her company,
Her charm,my friends,is canny.


I don't realise since when I began liking her,
All I realise,is this bloody life, would be too difficult to live without her.


I always told her that our friendship is close,
But am afraid to say, that what I want from her, is to be really close.


I am not sure if she loves me,
All I want from her is to understand me & be with me.


She told me that her parents were looking for an ideal match,
When I heard this, my heart got a permanent scratch.


How thee I tell you that I am in love with you,
That this life of mine,would be meaningless,would simply be meaningless without you.....